Wow, I am in shock

Brennon Layne Parker

Well, as you know we went to the doctor today about Brennon and his head hurting. Well she looked him over very well and found nothing.... Nothing I prayed that she would tell me ear infection or something like that, I was afraid to hear nothing. Well we heard it!!! So now what, well he is being sent to Vanderbilt Childrens Hopsitial and they will be doing a scan of his head and also a scan of his brain. I am in shock I cant even really type this cause I dont wanna talk about it, all day I have only told a few people like my mom, dad, brother, Nicks mom, dad and brother, and I told bestie Traci but I have not really got to talk to her and I wanna. She has been thru so much as a mommy and I look up to her so I know she will be there for me. Well, so the dr said that they have a make sure my insurance will approve the scans, approve the scans something could be wrong with my babies brain, who cares if it is approved I want it done, I wanna know for sure what is if anything wrong with him. So I am hoping tomorrow they will call with a appt... U know its a holiday weekend so we will see, I am hoping to get it done this week but I know at Vandy they have some many babies and kids that really need care now so I understand.... Nick is really upset and letting me know this but I am trying to hold it together but I know soon it will hit me and I will break down... ok so here is my story and why I am so worried.

Well, after I had Brennon in Oct. 2006 all of a sudden I started having the worst headaches ever I mean ever could not drive or anything so went to my reg. dr and they didnt really know what it was but want to make sure nothing was wrong so he sent me for a ct scan of my brain. I remember like it was yesterday getting the phone call from the drs office, I said hello thinking it was nothing u know u really dont think anything bad will ever happen to you. Well, I was wrong in a way, she told me I had a Cyst on the back of my brain that was pretty large and they were sending me to a specialist... I mean shocked yeah well I was at Nicks moms house and we were leaving to go to my house and meet Nick so I thought it would be better to wait and tell him when I saw him in person and not on the plhone I cried the whole way home, I mean this was real I might have to have brain surgery.. So I told him and he just held me and cried we both have never scared I didnt know what it say to anybody well they sent to the brain dr after I had another brain scan and it had contrast and boy it hurt. Well we went to the dr and he said it was large but it had been there my whole life, ok that works for me but now is it starting it make my hed hurt and will it have to be removed, so we had my ct scan on a cd so we looked at it and we say it, wow that is in my head right on the back of my brain, anyways he said it was no causing pain to me at all and should never. I head and brain have grown around it since I have it since birth... Well, I was so happy I felt like the lord blessed me so I didnt have to go thru any pain.

Well, I then went to another brain dr at Vandy just ot make sure and he was awesome, and he said the samething, but said maybe what causes my headaches but nothing they could really do aobut it. Ok I can handle a few headaches I dont do pain so for me no surgery was awesome news. Well after all this it makes you so thankful something major could have been wrong. So BLESSED my the lord is how me and my whole family felt after this experience. So now u know my whole story there, I guess u are understanding why I am so worried. I wonder if he has the samething I have but he is bothering him and mine never did, will his have to be removed if it was messing with him now at such a early age. Or is it a tumor cancer or something like that. I could go on and on but I dont wanna I mean already a wreck and so is Nick. So I am asking you to please pray for Brennon and the doctors and our family as we go thru this... My family is strong and the LORD is beside us every step but we need all the love and support we can get as we go thru this....

Since I have been in the blogging world I have read alot I mean alot of peoples blogs and they have sick children and I feel like am I fixing to be one of those familys that blog about my baby being sick so I have been to alot of blogs only from other peoples blogs and I follow alot of them so I want my blog to get out there like that so I can have more and more of the lords people to pray for us as we go thru this/... So please pass this along to everyone and anyone you know..

Thank you all in advance from our family... We love you all

Nick, Emily, Braxton, Brennon and Brooklyn Parker

Busy and wild Monday

Well, no news about Brennon, I called the dr and they could not get him in until tomorrow at 11, uhh I really hate drs. But thats ok. So we are going in the morning. So the next few days are busy around here. Well Brennon has not said anything today about his head hurting, but all day I just wonder what could be wrong with him. Well I guess I will find out tomorrow. Well we have the drs appt at 11am, then I have to go and get my tags they expire tomorrow, uhh cost to much I dont wanna, but have to so whatever. Then I think Nicks will work some with his dad then come home and we will go swimming for a while, then we have to do to my dads he is cooking supper and Nick has to help him with a few things he is wanting to add on to his house. Well, so tomorrow is going to be a busy busy day. So today I just staye around the house, after Nick left for his lunch me and the kids went on a walk, they loved it but man me and three kids a stroller uhh I waonder why I went. So, we went to visit my mommy she just lives a few roads over and also took the kids to Braxtons school and they played on the playground for a while. then it was 830 and dark so we came back home. Then I started putting kids down for bed and I have princess down and the boys and me are fixing to take showers then we are off to bed. Well, I will let you know what the dr says about Brennon tomorrow please keep praying for him and our family. Nick is off tomorrow and Wednesday, YAY then he works Thur and Fri then off Sat....
So this week is going to be crazy plus the holiday weekend. But fun fun with my amazing family, and hoping to take tons of pictures the whole time..... Good night all and I hope that u all had a wonderful day....
.....................Emily...............................

lazy weekend

Well, we had the best weekend ever. Well it was awesome, Friday Braxton went to work with his Papa and then he spent the night with him, So Brennon went to Grammys to play with cousin Austin, then me and Brooklyn went and picked Brennon up and came home and off to bed. Saturday we woke up and began our yard sale again, and Papa came and pick Brennon and Brooklyn up so they all spent the day and night with them, and all day Sunday... So me and Nick had some GREAT time alone. Well Sunday me and Nick pretty much slept all day. Well our yard sale went good, I still have alot of stuff left uhh.... I was hoping to sale it all but oh well. Well I feel awful so Saturday was my best friends little girls bday party and I knew the kids would not go but I was gonna go well having the yard sale and lost track of time and did make it. Well Traci and Abby I am so so sorry, I want you to know that I am not one of those so called friends u always talk about, I am truly sorry. I hope that she had a wonderful 1st birthday. Anyways on to our kids being sick, Braxton is so much better and Brooklyns diaper rashs is alot better as well thank the lord. Well Brennon, on the other hand lately Brennon has just been doing his normal thing then all of a sudden he starts screaming, I mean screaming like he has never done before so I ask him whats worng and he cant talk but just puts his hands on his head and face. So finally he talked and tells me that he head is hurting and its behind his eye... The first time I was just like oh ok well I will watch him then a few more times ok NO something is wrong so tomorrow I am calling the dr 1st thing and get him in. I mean brain tumor or several other things so I was really worried about my little man so please please say a pray that we get answers and nothing is wrong with him..... ok well I am going to bed and I will post an update tomorrow after we see the dr and about our day......

Goodnight all

Emily

Picture posted is of Brennon Layne Parker please say a prayer for him that nothing is wrong he is just having headaches or something simple...... Brennon mommy loves you so so much u are my little sweetheart so lovey but yet so mean. You are an awesome big brother to Brooklyn and I know Braxton loves having a little brother like you. I am so lucky to be your mommy... Lord please watch over this little man and not let anything be wrong with him.... Thank you for everything you do for my family... Amen Braxton, Brennon, and Brooklyns mommy !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I really hate doing yard sales, but we have so much stuff just laying around it would be so nice to get it all out of the house. So I am trying to get everything ready but seems like everytime I start working one of the kids need me or something. So I am giving up as u see I am on here.
Well, I just wish some things would just do it for me, but we all know what is not going to happen.
This morning when we woke up I got Brooklyn up and her poor butt is so raw and broke out. Well, I changed diapers cause we went to cheaper ones which with the boys they could wear anything, I guess she might be different so I had to go to Walmart this morning and buy her the other pampers and also got some cream for her. So I just gave her a bath a washed it really good then put new diapers on her along with the cream so I am really hoping it starts to get better. I feel so sorry for her cause I know it hurts her so bad and I can make it stop right away. Well, also Brennon has like 50 bug bites, he always gets them real bad in the summer, so I have to start spraying him evverytime better he goes outside. He keeps telling me Mommy "I itch"
aww poor little thing I scratch them for him but I know they still itch. And last Braxton woke up this morning feel kinda crappy, and I think he might be getting a cold or something to it. So I gave him meds so maybe it will not get any worse. Other than this me and Nick are wnonderful, e has to work today and tomorrow then he is off Sat, Sun, Tues, Wed and Friday, I am so excited...... He finally gets time with his FAMILY. Anyways I really think me and the kids are going to lay down for a nap, I am sleepy...... I will be gettting things ready for the yard sale tomorrow but I will still try and post cause I know something will happen that I will wanna tell everybody... Have a great day and try and stay cool case man it is hot outside.....

Hump Day

Well, today was good but I have been kinda sad alot today. First off I am hate when people say things that hurt and they know nothing. I mean sometimes I just dont understand. But that is life and what you have to deal with when u grow up I guess. Well today was a really lazy day for us at home until around 2 and we went to the pool, I got burnt some today, but it was really really hot out today. Anyways the whole time Nick was at work today all I could think about was him and how I was just always so so happy when he is there with me. Well, another one of those things that happens when you grow up and have a family, have to work for the family. But I am really hoping to get a job with a good friend of mind working from home. So please say a prayer for me to get it. Well after the pool this afternoon, it was time for me to get my hair done. I am glad I really wanted to sit there and relax well nope I took the kids with me so yeah right no that one. Well when I got done I was so blessed to get to go eat supper with my wonderful husband for his lunch. This was an awesome time I just love every secong I get to spend with him. Then me and the kids came home because I was going to clean. I mean clean good. I was really wanting to finish all the laundry and also get the downstairs carpets cleaned well with some delay, it is 12:45 and I am finally done with all of downstairs and oh my gosh Nicks mom bought a new carpet cleaner, and well she does not need it now after the house fire, so I have it and it worked GREAT. Our carpets look close to brand new now, and that is great for what they did look like, my kids really enjoy making a mess. I guess most kids do. Anyways, I am getting up with Nick in the morning and we are going to his dads and get tables and different things we need I am really trying to have a yard sale this weekend. I have all the stuff to do it but nothing to sit all of it on and stuff like that. So hopefully I can get what I need and get everything ready tomorrow and make some money Friday and Saturday. Well, after all this cleaning I was really sleepy, I wanna go cuddle in the bed with the hubby. So, here are a few pictures of our fun fun times at the pool. Good Night

Emily

HELLO WOW IT HAS REALLY BEEN FOREVER, I MEAN I GET ON HERE EVERY NIGHT BUT I AM ALWAYS TO SLEEPY TO TYPE I JUST READ EVERYBODY ELSES BLOGS. WELL IT IS DURING THE DAY SO HERE I AM. WE GOT OUT TODAY AND WENT AND ATE LUNCH WITH NICK TODAY IS HIS DAY OFF AT VERIZON SO HE IS WORKING WITH HIS DADDY, AND HE IS ON HIS WAY HOME NOW SO YAY, WE ARE GOING SWIMMING AT AMYS... WELL OUR WEEKEND WAS CRAZT TO SAY THE LEAST. I AM SO GLAD IT IS OVER AND NOW I AM READY FOR SATURDAY AND SUNDAY TO BE HERE THREE MORE DAYS. NICK IS OFF BOTH DAYS. I AM SO HAPPY....
OMG I AM SO SO EXCITED I KNOW SO SO MANY PEOPLE THAT ARE PREGNANT, WELL FIRST OFF TRACI OMG I REALLY FEEL LIKE I MISS OUT IN ALOT OF NATE AND ABBY BY NOT KNOWING HER YET BUT I AM SO HAPPY THAT I WILL BE HERE THE WHOLE TIEE WITH THIS ONE. AND ALSO ANOTHER FRIEND IS DUE IN AUG, MY COUSIN FINDS OUT WHAT SHE IS HAVING IN JULY AND I WAS TOLD YESTERDAY BY MY OTHER COUSIN THAT SHE WAS PREGGO AGAIN. I WAS LIKE DANG NICK WE ARE NOT EVEN DOING IT CAUSE EVERYBODY AROUND US IS HAVING BABIES AND OH LORD I AM DONE. BUT I NEED FOR EACH OF YOU THAT READS THIS TO PLEASE SAY A PRAY EVERY NIGHT FOR TRACI SHE HAS HAD TROUBLE CARRYING ABBY AND NATE SO I HAVE A FEELING THAT IS ONE IS GOING TO BE DIFFERENT... AND I AM REALLY HOPING FOR A BABY BOY CAUSE I WANT ABBY AND BROOKLYN TO BE THE ONLY GIRLS AND BE THE PRINCESSES....
WELL NICK IS ALMSOT HOME WE HAVE TO GET READY TO GO SWIMMING SO I AM GOING TO GO... HOPE EVERBODY HAS A WONDERFUL DAY
EMILY

Well, today was wonderful but man does the sun drain you. Plus I got a little sun burnt so that sucks right now too. Anyways today me and the kids and Nicks mom went over to Amys for another day of swimming. We had a blast Brooklyn loved the water today. And the boys just played in and out of the water the whole time, so it was really relaxing for me and Grammy.
After that we came home and relaxed and Nick came home for his lunch then me and the kids went back to Amys just to hang out, and Tracy and her kids were there. So it was good to see all of them. Well, all the kids are in the bed and I have already got the house cleaned and I am going to take a shower then I am off to bed with the kids.
Tomorrow Nick is off I am so excited, and hopefully Nick will get up and take the kids to his dads and then he will go do some work for him for a few hours, then me and Grammy wanna go to yard sales but we will see how all that goes, then me and Nick are going back to the races again to watch my brother and granddaddy. My dad, Nicks mom and my brothers wife and their son will be going oh and a friend Jeremy is too. So I am really excited about that. We always have a really good time when we go so hopefully we will. Well off to burn in the shower cause I have sunburn. Goodnight
Emily

Today was a great day for our family, first I got mommy time yay went tanning before Nick had to go to work, then I got my daily cleaning done so we could go to Amys and swim. So, the first time the kids have been in the pool this summer, Brooke like it as long as I was holding her plus it was her nap time so she laid down and me and the boys had blast well the booys never got off the steps. Braxton by the end of the time was on the bottom step but Brennon didnt really like it as much so he just stayed in the first step which was ok hopefully he will get better and wanna get in. So me and Amy layed out and that was awesome. So, after this I came home to cook supper so that I did and a big supper at that. I cooked cube steaks, mashed potatoes, mac and chesse, pinto beans and corn. Man was it such a yummy dinner. after this Nick had to go back to work so I gave Brooke a bath and she was off to bed and so were the boys so alone me what no way, so I had things to do. I have no dishwasher tablets so for two days I have had to wash the dishes by hand, not really fun but oh well gotta be done. So, I have found out that in order to keep the house clean (remember last post I spent all day cleaning) so I get the boys to bed then I go in every room nad pick up and clean so it was good in the morning when we get up. So, we have been two whole days with a clean house I am in shock.
Well, I am really enjoying this blogging thing and I hope each of u are as well. Well tomorrow I really wanna get out with the kids but we might get up early and go swimming and laying out again but who knows, I am so glad tomorrow is friday, which means Saturday Nick is off yay....
another day filled with fun times with my awesome family. So, I guess that is it.
oh what another thing, Braxton has never wanted to sleep in his bed since his crib so yeah I am one of those moms he is in the bed with me, well until we just moved in April, so now he and Brennon have like a little bed in the floor of our room beside our bed, well I am really wanting them to go upstairs in their bed, I only have a twin bed in there but I am hoping to find a full size bed soon. Well update on my brother and April, she is back and I could not be happier. so she is off this weelend so I have lots and lots of pictures...... YAY I love pictures... ok well good night all
I wanna say COngrats to Kara a friend I went to high school with she is home safe with a wonderful baby girl Harper......
Emily

FINALLY GOT SOMETHING DONE

SO, TODAY WAS A REALLY GOOD DAY HERE. FIRST OFF WHEN ME AND THE KIDS WOKE UP WE REALLY DIDNT DO MUCH, THEN FINALLY I WAS LIKE OH MY GOSH MY HOUSE IS NASTY I HAVE SO MUCH CLEANING TO DO, SO THERE I WENT TO CLEANING.WE ARE TRYING TO HAVE A YARD SALE, AND YAY WE HAVE ALOT OF STUFF BUT I DONT KNOW IF I WILL HAVE EVERYTHING READY BY FRIDAY OR NOT BUT HOPEFULLE WE WILL BY SATURDAY, SO WE WILL SEE. SO I GOT ALL THE LAUNDRY DONE AND IF U KNOW ME AND MY FAMILY WE HAVE ALOT OF THAT SO I WAS PLEASED THERE. THEN I JUST CLEANED I GOT ALL UPSTAIRS DONE. AFTER THAT THE BOYS WANTED TO GO UP STAIRS AND PLAY AND I WAS LIKE UHH NOPE SORRY IT IS CLEAN AND YALL ARE NOT GOING TO MESS IT UP AGAIN. NOT ON THE SAME DAY I GOT IT CLEANED, SO I CLEANED BATHROOMS AND ALL SO I REALLY GOT ALOT DONE TODAY I WAS VERY PLEASED OVERALL WITH EVERYTHING THAT GOT CLEANED AND FINISHED TODAY. TOMORROW I AM REALLY WANTING TO FINISH THE LCEANING I REALLY NEED TO CLEAN OUR CARPETS AND NICKS MOM JUST BOUGHT A NEW REALLY GOOD CAARPET CLEANER SO I MIGHT GO GET IT, BUT THEN I DONE SO MUCH TODAY I MIGHT JUST DO NOTHING. MAYBE PARK OR DISCOVERY CENTER OR SOMETHING FUN FOR THE KIDS. WELL THE KIDS WERE AWESOME ALL DAY WHILE I CLEANED THE WHOLE TIME. IF BOOKLYN DIDNT TAKE REALLY GOOD NAPS AROUND 2 OR 3 AND SLEEPS FOR A COUPLE HOURS I DONT KNOW WHAT I WOULD DO.
WELL ITS OFFICIAL MY BROTHER IS GETTING BACK WITH HIS SONS MOMMY, THEY ARE GOING TO TRY AND GET THEIR FAMILY BACK TOGETHER AND I COULD NOT BE HAPPIER THIS IS REALLY WHAT I WANTED SO YAY SO SO HAPPY. I KNOW THEY BOTH HAVE DONE AD THINGS BUT GOD FORGIVES AND THIS IS WHY IS IS THE GREATEST.
ANYWAYS TODAY WHEN I WOULD SIT DOWN HERE A BREAK HERE AND THERE I WOULD READ THE BIBLE AND I REALLY HOPE WE CAN GET BACK IN CHURCH, I AM REALLY MISS THAT IN MY LIFE SO I PROMISED THE LORD I WOULD WORK ON THAT. OK I AM REALLY SLEEPY SO I AM GOING TO BED BEFORE 1 0R 2 IN THE MORNING.
GOODNIGHT ALL
LOVE ALWAYS,
EMILY

Well nothing exciting here for our day, which is reat for us.... Well this morning we got up and I had to go pick Grammy up cause she left her truck here yesterday, then me and her went and got a pedicure and our nails done, which was great for the two of us alone to enjoy ourselfs. Then we came and got the kids and went to cracker barrel which again was GREAT, then I went to walmart Brooklyns new Pink Jeep stroller came in, I was so excited and after that we were sleepy so she went home and me and the kids were down for a nap, then after this we got pizaa for supper then off to woodbury to help her with some things. So really we didnt do anything much today. Tomorrow Nicholas is off work and I am so so happy. So we are planning on getting up early and goin to eat breakfast then just enjoy our day together as a family.

MY FAMILIES WEEKEND

WELL OUR WEEKEND WAS GOOD, SAT MICKS STEPMOM CAME AND GOT THE KIDS SO YAY I WENT SHOPPING FOR HIS MOM A FEW THINGS THEN OFF TO WALMART TO GET THINGS FOR THAT NIGHT. SO THEN ME AND NICK HAD A GREAT LUNCH TOGETHER, THEN WE WENT TO MY BROTHERS AND WE WENT TO THE RACES WHERE MY FAMILY HAS RACED FOR A REALLY LONG TIME. WELL IT WAS ME, NICK, TRENTON (MY BROTHER), MY DAD, NICKS MOM, NICKS BROTHER AND HIS GIRLFRIEND, AND CANT FORGET JEREMY. WELL WE ALL HAD A GREAT TIME, AND MY BROTHER DID AWESOME HE GOT DOWN IN THE FINALS AND GOT BEAT SO HE GOT 2ND PLACE AND GOT SOME MONEY FOR THAT. YAY I WAS SO PROUD OF HIM....
WELL THEN HOME WE WENT AND SUNDAY ME AND NICK SLEPT IN WHICH WAS REALLY NICE, THEN NICK HAD TO GO TO WORK WHICH REALLY SUCKS BUT IT HAS TO BE DONE, ANYWAYS SO I SPENT THE DAY WITH HIS MOM AND IT WAS JUST ME AND HER SO I LOVE WHEN WE CAN SPEND TIME JUST US TWO CAUSE MOST OF THE TIME WE HAVE ALL THE KIDS SO I LOVED IT. AND I JUST LOVE HER SO MUCH, AND I LOOK UP TO HER MORE AND MORE EVERYDAY, SHE IS SO STRONG AND HAS BEEN THRU SO SO MUCH AND STILL HOLDS HER HEAD UP HIGH AND KNOWS THAT THE LORD WILL BLESS HER AND TAKE CARE OF HER....
SO LATER THAT NIGHT WE WENT TO GET THE KIDS THEN WE WENT TO MY DADS AND HE GRILLED OUT, SO THAT WAS REALLY GOOD FOOD, THEN WE HUNG OUT FOR A WHILE THEN ME AND THE KIDS CAME HOME AND HERE I AM IN THE BED AT 12:30 I CAN NEVER GO TO SLEEP TILL LIKE 2 OR SOMETHING. REALLY STARTING TO SUCK BUT OH WELL WHATEVER. WELL NICKS MOM LEFT HER TRUCK HERE AT OUR HOUSE SO I HAVE TO GET UP IN THE MORNING AND GET HER THEN WE ARE GOING TO SPEND THE DAY TOGETHER AGAIN TOMORROW WHICH THE KIDS ARE REALLY LOOKING FORWARD TO, THEY COULD SPEND EVERYDAY AND NIGHT WITH HER, WHICH SO COULD I BUT ANYWAYS I AM GOING TO TRY AND GET SOME REST. BUT I JUST WANTED TO SAY THANK YOU LORD FOR EACH AND EVERYDAY YOU BLESS ME AND MY FAMILY....... GOOD NIGHT ALL
eMiLy

OK WELL THINGS ARE CLAM AROUND HERE FOR THIS MINUTE. WELL TODAY WE GOT NICKS MOM A NEW PHONE SO YAY WE CAN CALL HER, ITS AWFUL WHEN U GET USE TO HAVE A PHONE THENN U DONT HAVE ONE. WELL TODAY WAS KINDA HARD, I THINK ITS ALL SITTING IN OR MAYBE NOW SHE IS OFF MEDS SO IT IS REAL, WHICH IS AWFUL TO SEE I HATE SEEING HER IN SO MUCH PAIN. I MEAN IT IS HURT IN HER HEART, SHE NOT ONLY LOST A FEW PETS SHE LOST EVERYTHING SHE HAS WORKED SO HARD FOR, I MEAN SHE WALKED OUT OF THAT HOUSE WITH A TSHIRT AND SHORTS ON AND THAT WAS IT. BUT GOD IS AWESOME AND SO ARE FAMILY AND FRIENDS. SHE HAD GOT ALOT OF THINGS. WELL, I KNOW WE CANT LOOK AT IT LIKE THAT WE JUST HAVE TO BE SO VERY THANKFUL THAT HER AND MY DADDY GOT OUT OF THE HOUSE SAFE AND SHE WAS ABLE TO SAVE SOME OF THE FAMILY PETS.

WELL I GUESS THIS IS WHAT A BLOG IS FOR SO I AM GOING TO VENT.

SO HERE IT GOES, WELL THE FIRE WAS MONDAY MORNING AT 2AM, SHE WAS ASLEEP AND SO WAS MY DAD, WELL THEY MADE IT OUT BUT SHE LIVES FOR HER DOGS I MEAN THEY ARE HER LIFE SO SHE KEPT GOING BACK IN THE BURNING HOUSE SEVERAL SEVERAL TIMES TO SAVE THE PETS SHE COULD, WHICH CAUSED HER TO INHALE ALOT OF SMOKE AND PUT HER IN VANDERBILT BURN CENTER. WELL A FIREFIGHTER WIFE THOUGHT IT NEEDED TO ME PUT IN PAPER AND SO SHE WAS TAKING PICTURES WHILE THE HOUSE WAS STILL BURNING AND THEY DID SAVE SOME PUPPIES THAT SHE COULD NOT SAVE, AND THEY TOOK PICTURES OF THEM, WELL 1ST THE STORY IN THE PAPER WAS NOT CORRECT IN MANY DIFFERENT WAYS, SO THEY ONLY SAVED 11 DOGS INCLUDING PUPPIES FROM THE FIRE AND TOOK TO THE VET AND ONE DIED AT THE VET, SO WENT WE WENT TO PAY THE VET AND GET OUR DOGS BACK WE GOT 10. WELL THEY PUT IN THE PAPER THAT SHE SAVED 15 TO 20 DOGS. THEN IT SAID THAT WHEN THE FIRE DEPT GOT THERE THEY HAD NO IDEA THAT THERE WERE DOGS INSIDE OF THE BURNING HOUSE, WELL NOT TRUE ONCE AGAIN, MY DAD (WHICH IS NICKS MOMS BOYFRIEND) WAS IN THE HOUSE WITH HER, AND SHE IS A FIREFIGHTER AND HAS BEEN FOR A LONG LONG TIME WELL AS SOON AS THE FIRE PEOPLE GOT THERE HE TOLD THEM SO THAT IS A LIE AS WELL, THEN IT SAID NOTHING ABOUT BECKY ALMOST LOSING HER LIFE CAUSE SHE KEPT GOING BACK IN THE SAVE HER DOGS.... BECAUSE IT TOOK THE FIRE DEPT ALMOST 30 MINS TO GET THERE THEY HAD ALREADY RUSHED HER TO THE ER. THEN TOOK HER TO VANDY. SO MY THING IS SO THIS FIREFIGHTERS WIFE I KNOW THAT HER HUBBY IS A HERO AND I AM PROUD OF HIM FOR WHAT HE DOES, DOES I FEEL LIKE SHE SHOULD HAVE THOUGHT ABOUT OUR FAMILYS LOSE AND FEELINGS INSTEAD OF MAKING HER HUBBY LOOK SO GOOD CAUSE HE SAVED DOGS FROM A FIRE.

THEN LAST NIGHT I WAS ONLINE AND I LOOK AT THE TENNESSEAN.COM THE STORY WAS THERE TO, WELL SO CRAZY ASSHOLE THOUGHT SHE SHOULD POST A COMMENT ABOUT THE STORY, SAYING THIS COPIED FOM THE WEBSITE

I'm glad the firemen weren't hurt and were able to save some of the puppies. I truly hope the family is investigated to make sure they aren't running a puppy mill and making dogs suffer so they can support their lazy owners. They don't say where the owners were while the firefighters were trying to save the dogs, but they clearly state "we didn't know there were puppies in there".





ALSO HERE IS THE LINK TO THE ARTICLE IN THE PAPER

www.tennessean.com/article/20090609/NEWS01/90609009/1006/news01/Puppies+saved+from+fire

WELL IT IS JUST REALLY HARD KNOWING THAT PEOPLE IN THIS WORLD WE LIVE IN CAN BE SO MEAN TO SOMEONE THEY KNW NOTHING ABOUT AND EVEN WHEN THEY HAVE LOST EVERYTHING THEY OWNED...

OK I THINK I AM DONE VENTING FOR NOW, BUT PLEASE JUST PRAY FOR HER CAUSE SHE DOES NOT DESERVE TO BE TREATED LIKE THIS.... WELL OUR PLANS FOR THE WEEKEND ARE KINDA BUST BUT NOT REALLY. TONIGHT WE HAVE DONE NOTHING, SO ALMOST TIME FOR BATHES AND BED, THEN IN THE MORNING BRAXTON IS GOING TO WORK WITH NICK AND THEN HE IS OFF WITH HIS PAPA, AND AFTER THAT AROUND 10AM GRANNY IS GOING TO COME AND PICK UP BRENNON AND BROOKLYN, AND THEY ARE GOING TO SPEND THE NIGHT WITH THEM SO PRAISE THE LORD.

AND ME AND NICK ARE GOING WITH MY BROTHER, JEREMY, BECKY AND MY DADDY TO THE RACES WHERE MY BROTHER RACES EVERY WEEKEND I AM REALLY EXCITED CAUSE WITH EVERYTHING WE HAVE HAD GOING ON WE NEED TO GET OUT AND HAVE SOME FUN. THEN SUNDAY WE WILL SLEEP IN LIKE ALWAYS WHEN WE DONT HAVE THE KIDS AND THEN NICK HAS TO WORK AT 2PM SO AFTER THAT I WILL GO GET THE MY BABIES..... THEN I THINK WE ARE HAVING A COOKOUT AT MY DADS HOUSE. SO I GUESS THAT IS ABOUT IT, I AM GOING TO GET OFF HERE GOOD NIGHT ALL

WOW WHAT A WEEK

WELL SO IF YOU READ MY POST BEFORE THIS YOU KNWO THAT NICKS MOM HAD A REALLY BAD HOUSE FIRE EARLY MONDAY MORNING, WHICH SHE LOST SEVERAL PETS AND EVERYTHING SHE OWNED SHE HAS NOTHING AT ALL. SO WE HAVE BEEN REALLY BUSY SINCE THEN SO TODAY I FINALLY HAVE HAD TIME TO SIT DOWN AND TYPE WHICH I AM VERY THANKFUL FOR WELL I JUST WANTED TO LET U KNOW THAT ALL IS WELL AND I WILL POST AGAIN LATER TONIGHT

WELL I DONT EVEN KNOW WHERE TO START. SO EARLY MONDAY MORNING AROUND 2AM, BRENNON WOKE ME AND NICK UP THROWING UP, SO WE CLEANED AND GAVE A BATH AND AFTER ALL THIS HE WAS SO READY JUST TO GO ACK TO SLEEP, SO HE WAS OUT BEFORE HE EVEN LAYED DOWN, SO WE LAYED BACK DOWN AS WELL AND KINDA FELL ASLEEP BUT NOT REALLY A GOOD SLEEP, MY CELL PHONE WHICH IS ALWAYS CHARING ON MY NIGHTSTAND RIGHT BESIDE MY BED IT RANG SOME ODD NUMBER NOT IN MY ADDRESS BOOK, OK THIS IS 330 IN THE MORNING YEAH RIGHT I DIDNT ANSWER THEN JUST A FEW MINS LATER MY BROTHER CALLED FROM HIS HOUSE PHONE SO IT HIT ME THEN SOMETHING WAS WRONG. WELL NICKS MOMS HOUSE HAD CAUGHT FIRE AROUND 2 SOMETHING. WOW HOW CRAZY CAUSE BRENNON WAS UP THROWING UP ANYWAYS ALL MY BROTHER SAID WAS BECKY AND MY DADDY JUST GOT OUT OF THE HOUSE BEFORE ROOF FELL IN ON THEM. AND THEY WERE TAKING HER TO THE ER RIGHT THEN SO WE JUMP UP GET READY AND THE KIDS READY ALL THREE CRYING CAUSE WE WOKE THEM UP BUT WHATEVER WE GOT THEM READY AND YES I GOT TO SPEED THE WHOLE WAY AND THAT I SURE DID WITH MY FLASHERS ON. BUT ANYWAYS WE GET TO ER AND UNLOAD AND RUN IN AND I MEAN WHEN I FIRST SAW HER IT MADE ME SICK TO MY TUMMY WELL SHE WAS DOING OK WELL TO GET BACK TO THE FIRE SHE WOKE UP WITH DOGS BARKING SHE HAD SEVERAL DOGS, SHE WAS A DOG LOVER AND RAISED PUPPIES TOO, SO SHE GOT MY DADDY UP OPENED DOORS TRYING TO LET DOGS OUTSIDE WHICH A FEW FROM HER BEDROOM RAN OUT BEFORE SMOKE GOT THEM, THEN SHE GOT MY DAD UP AND THEY GOT OUT, SO SHE HAS A SUN PORCH AND THAT IS WHERE SHE HAD THE MAMA DOGS AND THE PUPPIES SO SHE JUST HAD TO TRY AND SAVE ALL OF THEM SO SHE WENT BACK IN GOT A FEW AND TOOK OUT TO BARN AND DID THIS SEVERAL TIMES UNTIL SHE JUST LOST IT COULD NOT STAND UP AND PASSED OUT SO IN ALL OF THIS HER AND DADS CELL PHONES WERE IN THE KITCHEN WHERE THE FIRE STARTED SO THEY COULD NOT CALL 911 SO HER GETTING PUPPIES DAD WENT DOWN THE ROAD HONKING AND YELLING AT ANYONE HELP PLEASE HELP SOMEONE PLEASE JUST CALL 911 SO SHE PULLED INTO A DIVEWAY AND A LADY CAME OUT SAW EVERYTHING AND CALLED SO SHE CAME RUNNING BACK SAYING SHE CALLED THEY WERE ON THE WAY, SO MY DAD TRYING TO STOP THE FIRE BUT WAS WAY TO LATE. FINALLY EVERYBODY GETS THERE AND THEY TOOK BECKY TO THE ER CAUSE WHERE SHE KEPT GOING BACK IN TRYING TO GET DOGS SHE INHALED ALOT OF SMOKE SO THATS WHERE WE CAME IN SO MY DAD STAYED AT HER HOUSE AND MY BROTHER WAS ON HIS WAY DOWN TO THE HOUSE SO ME, NICK AND THE KIDS AND ALSO BECKYS SISTER WERE IN ER AND NICK AND THE KIDS LEFT TO GO WAKE UP HIS BROTHER TO TELL HIM THEN TO GO TO THE HOUSE WITH MY DADDY AND BROTHER, SO WE R IN ER AND I WAS IN THE HALL AND THE DR CAME AND WAS TALKING TO ME AND SAID SHE INHALED ALOT OF SMOKE AND VANDY HAD A BURN CENTER THAT COULD TREAT HER BETTER SO HE WAS RUSHING HER THERE WELL I WAS WITH HER I AM HER DAUGTHER SHE IS MY MOMMY AND ANYONE WHO KNOWS ME AND HER KNOWS HOW CLOSE WE ARE. ANYWAYS AMBULANCE RUSHED I MEAN RUSHED GOING 100 THRU MURFREESBORO AND THEN ON THE INTERSTATE. SO THAT WAS REALLY SCARY TOO BUT WE HAD IT ROUGH RIDE BUT WE WERE THERE, SO WE ARE AT VANDY AND WE GO STRAIGHT TO THE BURN CENTER WE GET THERE AND I HAVE TO GO TO THE WAITING ROOM WHILE THEY GET HER SETTLED IN SO I HATED NOT BEING ABLE TO BE WITH HER, IT WAS LIKE 30 MINS BUT SEEMED TO BE A LIFETIME SO WE GET THERE AND NOTHING REALLY HAPPEN LONG STORY SHORT WE GOT THERE AT 6 THAT MORNING AND DIDNT LEAVE TILL 6 THAT NIGHT GAVE HER MEDS FLUIDS AND JUST WATCHED HER MORE LESS SO WE COME HOME AND DO A FEW THINGS BUT THE WHOLE TIME WE WERE IN HOSPITAL MY DAD AND NICK WERE BUILDING A DOG PEN FOR THE DOGS THEY SAVED AT HIS HOUSE. SO ME AND HER SO UP THERE AS SOON AS WE GET IN THE BORO, AND WE SEE FAMILY AND DOGS WHICH WAS REALLY NICE AFTER SUCH A LONG TIME IN THE HOSPITAL. SO THEN IT BECAME SAD BUT IT WILL BE THIS WAY FOR A REALLY LONG TIME. SO NICKS MOM LOST EVERYTHING, HER HOUSE COULD NOT BE SAVED SO ALL THAT IS STANDING IS A FEW WALLS AND THAT IS IT. SO SHE GOT OUT WITH A SHIRT AND SHORTS NO SHOES NO ANYTHING AND THAT IS ALL SHE HAS BUT SHE SMELLED LIKE SMOKE SO BAD WE HAD THROW IT AWAY, YOU KNOW THE ONE PERSON WHO DOES EVERYTHING IN THE WORLD FOR ME AND MY FAMILY HAS NOTHING. SO IT IS REALLY HARD ON US AS WELL. SO SHE IS STAYING WITH MY DADDY AND I REALLY HOPE SHE WILL SPEND ALOT OF TIME HERE WITH US TOO. BUT TOMORROW STARTS ANOTHER DAY AND IT WILL BE HARD CAUSE WE HAVE SO MUCH TO DO AND SEE WHAT IS THERE AND WHAT IS NOT. SO I AM ASKING FOR EVERYONE TO PRAY FOR US AND LET THE LORD BE WITH US AND EVERYONE INVOLVED WITH IT AS WELL. GOD IS SO GREAT AND WE KNOW THIS SHE IS STILL HERE WITH ME NICK AND OUR KIDS I AM SO GREATFUL, THANKFUL SO MUCH EVERYTHING BUT GOING TO TRY AND GET SOME SLEEP I HAVE BEEN UP SINCE 2AM.
GOODNIGHT AND I WILL UPDATED TOMORROW

OK WELL FOR REAL IT HAS BEEN A REALLY LONG TIME, BUT WITH NICKS NEW SHIFT I REALLY FEEL LIKE I WILL BE ABLE TO GET ON HERE MORE. SO THIS WEEKEND WAS GREAT, FRIDAY GRAMMY KEPT THE KIDS AND I WENT SHOPPING AND TO GET MY NAILS DONE, I WAS LOOKING FOR A LIGHTWEIGHT PINK STROLLER AND NEVER FOUND ONE BUT WHEN I GOT HOME I ORDER A PINK AND GRAY JEEP STROLLER ITS SMALL BUT HAS THE BAG THING UNDER IT A TRAY FOR ME AND BROOKLYN I AM SO EXCITED I CANT WAIT TILL IT GETS HERE. THEN SATURDAY ME AND KIDS STAYED HOME ALL DAY AND CLEANED BUT I REALLY FEEL LIKE I DIDNT GET ANYTHING DONE. THEN WHEN NICK GOT OFF WE HAD TO GO TO HIS DADS HOUSE FOR HIS GRANDMOTHERS BIRTHDAY PARTY. I HAD A GOOD TIME THERE AND THE KIDS SPENT THE NIGHT UP THERE SO THAT WAS NICE. SO SUNDAY ME AND NICK SLEPT IN LIKE ALWAYS AND THEN AROUND 12 ME AND NICKS MOM GOT OUT AND SHOPPED SOME, IT WAS ALOT OF FUN. THEN CAME HOME TOOK NAP THEN OFF TO WALMART I WENT. THEN I WENT AND GOT THE KIDS...
SO THIS WEEK WILL BE DIFFERENT FOR US BECAUSE BRAXTON WILL BE GOING TO A SUMMER CAMP AT THE SCHOOL HE WILL BE GOING TO KINDERGARTEN TOO THE END OF JULY. HE GOES MON-FRI FROM 8-2 SO THIS WILL BE NICE FOR ME I WILL ONLY HAVE TWO KIDS AT HOME. THEN AFTER THIS WEEK HE DOES NOT GO BACK TILL LIKE JULY 30TH I THINK. TONIGHT HE SEEMS TO BE READY AND REALLY EXCITED BUT TOMORROW WILL MOST LIKELY BE A DIFFERENT STORY. BUT WE WILL SEE. SO AFTER I TAKE BRAXTON TO SCHOOL I HAVE TO CALL BROOKLYNS DR BECAUSE SHE IS REALLY SICK, FEVER, RUNNY NOSE, COUGH AND ALOT OF CONGESTION. PLUS SHE HAS BEEN PULLING AT HER EARS SO I REALLY THINK SHE HAS AN EAR INFECTION WHICH WITH ALL THAT BRENNON HAD I SHOULD KNOW.
SO WE WILL SEE ON THAT ONE TOO. WELL NICK IS WORKING 2-11pm AND HE HAS TUESDAY AND SATURDAYS OFF NOW HE WILL BE DOING THIS TILL SOMETIME IN AUGUST... SO UUUUUHHHHHH.......
BUT WE WILL MAKE IT HE IS GETTING SOME OVERTIME THERE SO THATS A PLUS, AND WHEN HE IS NOT WORKING THERE HE IS WORKING WITH HIS DADDY SO WE REALLY DONT GET TO SEE HIM THAT MUCH AND IT SUCK BUT I KNOW HE IS GOING IT JUST FOR ME AND OUR KIDS. I HAVE THE MOST AMAZING HUBBY HERE. WELL ITS GETTING LATE AND BRAXTON GOTTA GET UP EARLY SO I AM GETTING IN BATH THEN GOTTA GIVE BOYS BATHES THEN WE ARE OFF TO BED AND NICK WILL BE HOME AFTER 11.....
BUT I WILL FOR SURE BE BACK TOMORROW TO POST AND LET YOU KNOW HOW BRAXTON DID AND WHAT THE DR SAID ABOUT BROOKLYN AS WELL...
GOODNIGHT ALL
EMILY

WELL TODAY SEEMS TO BE GOING BY SO SO SLOW BUT WE ARE FIXING TO HAVE TO GET OUT. I HAVE TO GO PAY RENT AND RUN TO THE BANK. THIS MORNING WE HAVE BEEN OUTSIDE IN THE POOL MOST OF THE TIME. ALSO WAS SOME DIRT AND THE BOYS PUT WATER IN IT AND PLAYED FOREVER TILL LUNCH WAS READY. THEY HAD A BLAST. SO NOW WE ARE IN MAN IT IS HOT OUTSIDE. SO THEY KEEP COMING IN HERE TO ME AND ASKING MOMMY CAN WE PLEASE GO BACK OUTSIDE, BUT I MEAN IT IS SO HOT. I REALLY DONT WANNA BE OUT THERE. SO I REALLY THINK AFTER PAYING RENT AND THE BANK WE MIGHT GO TO THE PARK SO WE WILL SEE.

THEY WILL REALLY ENJOY THAT. TOMORROW I HAVE AN APPT WITH DHS SO I AM REALLY NOT LOOKING FORWARD TO THAT BUT I HAVE TO DO IT. I REALLY WISH THERE WAS SOMETHING I COULD DO AT HOME TO MAKE SOME MONEY CAUSE THIS IS REALLY STARTING TO SUCK, BUT OH WELL WE WILL MAKE IT. ANYWAYS KIDS ARE CRYING AND WE ARE FIXING TO LEAVE SO HOPEFULLY I WILL BE ABLE TO POST AFTER WE GET BACK HOME

OUR TUESDAY

WELL WE HAD A REALLY GOOD DAY, IT STARTED OFF UHH CAUSE I HAD TO CLEAN BUT ONCE I FINALLY GOT ALL THAT DONE IT WAS REALLY GREAT. ME AND BOYS PLAYED OUTSIDE WHILE BROOKLYN TOOK HER NAP, THEN GRAMMY CAME OVER FOR A WHILE. TODAY WAS MY DADDYS BIRTHDAY. SO SHE LEFT AND WE ALL GOT READY TO GO AND EAT AT LOGANS. SO I GOT EVERYBODY READY WHILE IS REALLY LIKE AN ACT OF GOD, I MEAN WHEN THREE KIDS NEED BATHES AND TO GET READY WOW IS ALL I CAN SAY.... SO SINCE TODAY WAS MY DADS 53RD BIRTHDAY I AM POSTING A PICTURE OF ME AND HIM.

WELL I TOOK SEVERAL PICTURES TONIGHT AND I REALLY GOT SOME GOOD ONES AND I WILL POST THEM LATER. YOU KNOW I REALLY WISH I HAD ONE GIRLFRIEND THAT I DID EVERYTHING WITH AND TOLD EVERYTHING TOO BUT I DO HAVE FRIENDS BUT NOT JUST THAT IS MY BESTEST. BUT THATS OK CAUSE I HAVE NICK AND MY KIDS AND THATS ALL THAT MATTERS.

ANYWAYS I AM GOING TO WATCH CSI WITH MY AMAZING HUBBY.....

Wow first off I wanna start off by saying I wrote like half a page and the computer messed up and it was gone, why does that happen I just dont understand. Well, I am baking a cake for the boys and Nick is mowing the yard, I am fixing to go tan then gotta go to Walmart and get Brookes formula, so I was sitting here waiting on the cake so I would blog again. I have been thinking alot yesterday and today, you know yesterday I said me and Nick went to see my grandmother, well she is really sick and has been for a while, well I was talking to my mom today on the phone and I asked her if I should start thinking about that something could happen to her very soon and she said yes, WOW I really never thought about it, but my greatgrandmother had a very awful death and so my grandmother has the same thing so now I am really worried. And yes I know anyone of us could go at anytime but still, when you sit down and think about it, it really hits home. Well I am getting upset so thats all I am going to say. Well, its the 1st of the month which means time to start all over paying bills again. Sucks I wanna know why it cost so much to live these days!!!!!!! Oh well you gotta do it. Well my cake is almost done so I gotta hurry and finish here but I wanted to post some pictures. And also if you read this will u comment cause I am sitting here wondering if I am writing all these blogs and no one reads them well have a great rest of the night. The picture is of our new puppy (Callie) and the puppy Becky bought my dad (bumble). They are sister and just love playing together. Bumble on bottom and Callie on top

So yesterday was a wonderful day, we woke up and went to church in Woodbury to dedicate Brooklyn to The Lord and it was GREAT. Then we went to eat lunch with Nicks dad and Braxton just had to stay with papa but Brennon didnt wanna stay he wanted to go with mommy.
So after that we went to my grandparents house to visit cause my mom adnd step-dad was there. And Brennon had alot of fun, so after a little over an hour there we came home and took a nap, then at 6 my daddy and nicks mom came over and we cooked out hamburgers and grilled some corn on the cob... Well over all we had a really great day...
Today it has just been Mommy, Brennon and Brooklyn, Nick and Braxton are working with his dad today... So for me and the others kids we have been so so lazy have done nothing all day.
But I am getting up to fix supper and hopefully go on a walk after that. I really wanna go tanning so might do that later tonight too.