Wow, I am in shock

Brennon Layne Parker

Well, as you know we went to the doctor today about Brennon and his head hurting. Well she looked him over very well and found nothing.... Nothing I prayed that she would tell me ear infection or something like that, I was afraid to hear nothing. Well we heard it!!! So now what, well he is being sent to Vanderbilt Childrens Hopsitial and they will be doing a scan of his head and also a scan of his brain. I am in shock I cant even really type this cause I dont wanna talk about it, all day I have only told a few people like my mom, dad, brother, Nicks mom, dad and brother, and I told bestie Traci but I have not really got to talk to her and I wanna. She has been thru so much as a mommy and I look up to her so I know she will be there for me. Well, so the dr said that they have a make sure my insurance will approve the scans, approve the scans something could be wrong with my babies brain, who cares if it is approved I want it done, I wanna know for sure what is if anything wrong with him. So I am hoping tomorrow they will call with a appt... U know its a holiday weekend so we will see, I am hoping to get it done this week but I know at Vandy they have some many babies and kids that really need care now so I understand.... Nick is really upset and letting me know this but I am trying to hold it together but I know soon it will hit me and I will break down... ok so here is my story and why I am so worried.

Well, after I had Brennon in Oct. 2006 all of a sudden I started having the worst headaches ever I mean ever could not drive or anything so went to my reg. dr and they didnt really know what it was but want to make sure nothing was wrong so he sent me for a ct scan of my brain. I remember like it was yesterday getting the phone call from the drs office, I said hello thinking it was nothing u know u really dont think anything bad will ever happen to you. Well, I was wrong in a way, she told me I had a Cyst on the back of my brain that was pretty large and they were sending me to a specialist... I mean shocked yeah well I was at Nicks moms house and we were leaving to go to my house and meet Nick so I thought it would be better to wait and tell him when I saw him in person and not on the plhone I cried the whole way home, I mean this was real I might have to have brain surgery.. So I told him and he just held me and cried we both have never scared I didnt know what it say to anybody well they sent to the brain dr after I had another brain scan and it had contrast and boy it hurt. Well we went to the dr and he said it was large but it had been there my whole life, ok that works for me but now is it starting it make my hed hurt and will it have to be removed, so we had my ct scan on a cd so we looked at it and we say it, wow that is in my head right on the back of my brain, anyways he said it was no causing pain to me at all and should never. I head and brain have grown around it since I have it since birth... Well, I was so happy I felt like the lord blessed me so I didnt have to go thru any pain.

Well, I then went to another brain dr at Vandy just ot make sure and he was awesome, and he said the samething, but said maybe what causes my headaches but nothing they could really do aobut it. Ok I can handle a few headaches I dont do pain so for me no surgery was awesome news. Well after all this it makes you so thankful something major could have been wrong. So BLESSED my the lord is how me and my whole family felt after this experience. So now u know my whole story there, I guess u are understanding why I am so worried. I wonder if he has the samething I have but he is bothering him and mine never did, will his have to be removed if it was messing with him now at such a early age. Or is it a tumor cancer or something like that. I could go on and on but I dont wanna I mean already a wreck and so is Nick. So I am asking you to please pray for Brennon and the doctors and our family as we go thru this... My family is strong and the LORD is beside us every step but we need all the love and support we can get as we go thru this....

Since I have been in the blogging world I have read alot I mean alot of peoples blogs and they have sick children and I feel like am I fixing to be one of those familys that blog about my baby being sick so I have been to alot of blogs only from other peoples blogs and I follow alot of them so I want my blog to get out there like that so I can have more and more of the lords people to pray for us as we go thru this/... So please pass this along to everyone and anyone you know..

Thank you all in advance from our family... We love you all

Nick, Emily, Braxton, Brennon and Brooklyn Parker

Busy and wild Monday

Well, no news about Brennon, I called the dr and they could not get him in until tomorrow at 11, uhh I really hate drs. But thats ok. So we are going in the morning. So the next few days are busy around here. Well Brennon has not said anything today about his head hurting, but all day I just wonder what could be wrong with him. Well I guess I will find out tomorrow. Well we have the drs appt at 11am, then I have to go and get my tags they expire tomorrow, uhh cost to much I dont wanna, but have to so whatever. Then I think Nicks will work some with his dad then come home and we will go swimming for a while, then we have to do to my dads he is cooking supper and Nick has to help him with a few things he is wanting to add on to his house. Well, so tomorrow is going to be a busy busy day. So today I just staye around the house, after Nick left for his lunch me and the kids went on a walk, they loved it but man me and three kids a stroller uhh I waonder why I went. So, we went to visit my mommy she just lives a few roads over and also took the kids to Braxtons school and they played on the playground for a while. then it was 830 and dark so we came back home. Then I started putting kids down for bed and I have princess down and the boys and me are fixing to take showers then we are off to bed. Well, I will let you know what the dr says about Brennon tomorrow please keep praying for him and our family. Nick is off tomorrow and Wednesday, YAY then he works Thur and Fri then off Sat....
So this week is going to be crazy plus the holiday weekend. But fun fun with my amazing family, and hoping to take tons of pictures the whole time..... Good night all and I hope that u all had a wonderful day....
.....................Emily...............................

lazy weekend

Well, we had the best weekend ever. Well it was awesome, Friday Braxton went to work with his Papa and then he spent the night with him, So Brennon went to Grammys to play with cousin Austin, then me and Brooklyn went and picked Brennon up and came home and off to bed. Saturday we woke up and began our yard sale again, and Papa came and pick Brennon and Brooklyn up so they all spent the day and night with them, and all day Sunday... So me and Nick had some GREAT time alone. Well Sunday me and Nick pretty much slept all day. Well our yard sale went good, I still have alot of stuff left uhh.... I was hoping to sale it all but oh well. Well I feel awful so Saturday was my best friends little girls bday party and I knew the kids would not go but I was gonna go well having the yard sale and lost track of time and did make it. Well Traci and Abby I am so so sorry, I want you to know that I am not one of those so called friends u always talk about, I am truly sorry. I hope that she had a wonderful 1st birthday. Anyways on to our kids being sick, Braxton is so much better and Brooklyns diaper rashs is alot better as well thank the lord. Well Brennon, on the other hand lately Brennon has just been doing his normal thing then all of a sudden he starts screaming, I mean screaming like he has never done before so I ask him whats worng and he cant talk but just puts his hands on his head and face. So finally he talked and tells me that he head is hurting and its behind his eye... The first time I was just like oh ok well I will watch him then a few more times ok NO something is wrong so tomorrow I am calling the dr 1st thing and get him in. I mean brain tumor or several other things so I was really worried about my little man so please please say a pray that we get answers and nothing is wrong with him..... ok well I am going to bed and I will post an update tomorrow after we see the dr and about our day......

Goodnight all

Emily

Picture posted is of Brennon Layne Parker please say a prayer for him that nothing is wrong he is just having headaches or something simple...... Brennon mommy loves you so so much u are my little sweetheart so lovey but yet so mean. You are an awesome big brother to Brooklyn and I know Braxton loves having a little brother like you. I am so lucky to be your mommy... Lord please watch over this little man and not let anything be wrong with him.... Thank you for everything you do for my family... Amen Braxton, Brennon, and Brooklyns mommy !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I really hate doing yard sales, but we have so much stuff just laying around it would be so nice to get it all out of the house. So I am trying to get everything ready but seems like everytime I start working one of the kids need me or something. So I am giving up as u see I am on here.
Well, I just wish some things would just do it for me, but we all know what is not going to happen.
This morning when we woke up I got Brooklyn up and her poor butt is so raw and broke out. Well, I changed diapers cause we went to cheaper ones which with the boys they could wear anything, I guess she might be different so I had to go to Walmart this morning and buy her the other pampers and also got some cream for her. So I just gave her a bath a washed it really good then put new diapers on her along with the cream so I am really hoping it starts to get better. I feel so sorry for her cause I know it hurts her so bad and I can make it stop right away. Well, also Brennon has like 50 bug bites, he always gets them real bad in the summer, so I have to start spraying him evverytime better he goes outside. He keeps telling me Mommy "I itch"
aww poor little thing I scratch them for him but I know they still itch. And last Braxton woke up this morning feel kinda crappy, and I think he might be getting a cold or something to it. So I gave him meds so maybe it will not get any worse. Other than this me and Nick are wnonderful, e has to work today and tomorrow then he is off Sat, Sun, Tues, Wed and Friday, I am so excited...... He finally gets time with his FAMILY. Anyways I really think me and the kids are going to lay down for a nap, I am sleepy...... I will be gettting things ready for the yard sale tomorrow but I will still try and post cause I know something will happen that I will wanna tell everybody... Have a great day and try and stay cool case man it is hot outside.....

Hump Day

Well, today was good but I have been kinda sad alot today. First off I am hate when people say things that hurt and they know nothing. I mean sometimes I just dont understand. But that is life and what you have to deal with when u grow up I guess. Well today was a really lazy day for us at home until around 2 and we went to the pool, I got burnt some today, but it was really really hot out today. Anyways the whole time Nick was at work today all I could think about was him and how I was just always so so happy when he is there with me. Well, another one of those things that happens when you grow up and have a family, have to work for the family. But I am really hoping to get a job with a good friend of mind working from home. So please say a prayer for me to get it. Well after the pool this afternoon, it was time for me to get my hair done. I am glad I really wanted to sit there and relax well nope I took the kids with me so yeah right no that one. Well when I got done I was so blessed to get to go eat supper with my wonderful husband for his lunch. This was an awesome time I just love every secong I get to spend with him. Then me and the kids came home because I was going to clean. I mean clean good. I was really wanting to finish all the laundry and also get the downstairs carpets cleaned well with some delay, it is 12:45 and I am finally done with all of downstairs and oh my gosh Nicks mom bought a new carpet cleaner, and well she does not need it now after the house fire, so I have it and it worked GREAT. Our carpets look close to brand new now, and that is great for what they did look like, my kids really enjoy making a mess. I guess most kids do. Anyways, I am getting up with Nick in the morning and we are going to his dads and get tables and different things we need I am really trying to have a yard sale this weekend. I have all the stuff to do it but nothing to sit all of it on and stuff like that. So hopefully I can get what I need and get everything ready tomorrow and make some money Friday and Saturday. Well, after all this cleaning I was really sleepy, I wanna go cuddle in the bed with the hubby. So, here are a few pictures of our fun fun times at the pool. Good Night

Emily

HELLO WOW IT HAS REALLY BEEN FOREVER, I MEAN I GET ON HERE EVERY NIGHT BUT I AM ALWAYS TO SLEEPY TO TYPE I JUST READ EVERYBODY ELSES BLOGS. WELL IT IS DURING THE DAY SO HERE I AM. WE GOT OUT TODAY AND WENT AND ATE LUNCH WITH NICK TODAY IS HIS DAY OFF AT VERIZON SO HE IS WORKING WITH HIS DADDY, AND HE IS ON HIS WAY HOME NOW SO YAY, WE ARE GOING SWIMMING AT AMYS... WELL OUR WEEKEND WAS CRAZT TO SAY THE LEAST. I AM SO GLAD IT IS OVER AND NOW I AM READY FOR SATURDAY AND SUNDAY TO BE HERE THREE MORE DAYS. NICK IS OFF BOTH DAYS. I AM SO HAPPY....
OMG I AM SO SO EXCITED I KNOW SO SO MANY PEOPLE THAT ARE PREGNANT, WELL FIRST OFF TRACI OMG I REALLY FEEL LIKE I MISS OUT IN ALOT OF NATE AND ABBY BY NOT KNOWING HER YET BUT I AM SO HAPPY THAT I WILL BE HERE THE WHOLE TIEE WITH THIS ONE. AND ALSO ANOTHER FRIEND IS DUE IN AUG, MY COUSIN FINDS OUT WHAT SHE IS HAVING IN JULY AND I WAS TOLD YESTERDAY BY MY OTHER COUSIN THAT SHE WAS PREGGO AGAIN. I WAS LIKE DANG NICK WE ARE NOT EVEN DOING IT CAUSE EVERYBODY AROUND US IS HAVING BABIES AND OH LORD I AM DONE. BUT I NEED FOR EACH OF YOU THAT READS THIS TO PLEASE SAY A PRAY EVERY NIGHT FOR TRACI SHE HAS HAD TROUBLE CARRYING ABBY AND NATE SO I HAVE A FEELING THAT IS ONE IS GOING TO BE DIFFERENT... AND I AM REALLY HOPING FOR A BABY BOY CAUSE I WANT ABBY AND BROOKLYN TO BE THE ONLY GIRLS AND BE THE PRINCESSES....
WELL NICK IS ALMSOT HOME WE HAVE TO GET READY TO GO SWIMMING SO I AM GOING TO GO... HOPE EVERBODY HAS A WONDERFUL DAY
EMILY

Well, today was wonderful but man does the sun drain you. Plus I got a little sun burnt so that sucks right now too. Anyways today me and the kids and Nicks mom went over to Amys for another day of swimming. We had a blast Brooklyn loved the water today. And the boys just played in and out of the water the whole time, so it was really relaxing for me and Grammy.
After that we came home and relaxed and Nick came home for his lunch then me and the kids went back to Amys just to hang out, and Tracy and her kids were there. So it was good to see all of them. Well, all the kids are in the bed and I have already got the house cleaned and I am going to take a shower then I am off to bed with the kids.
Tomorrow Nick is off I am so excited, and hopefully Nick will get up and take the kids to his dads and then he will go do some work for him for a few hours, then me and Grammy wanna go to yard sales but we will see how all that goes, then me and Nick are going back to the races again to watch my brother and granddaddy. My dad, Nicks mom and my brothers wife and their son will be going oh and a friend Jeremy is too. So I am really excited about that. We always have a really good time when we go so hopefully we will. Well off to burn in the shower cause I have sunburn. Goodnight
Emily