My wonderful day

Well here I am again and so ready for bed and so are the boys they are really sleepy and acting ugly for real. So going to try and make this fast first off, I want everyone to know that I have the bestest mommy in the whole wide world I always call her everyday, and tell her everything but I dont see her alot so today I told myself that would change I wanna to start seeing her everyday or every other day plus I want the kids to see her more often too.... With all the family drama we have had my mom and Nick has been my rock, NOONE should ever have to hear that they are a bad parent, I mean I wake up everyday for MY BABIES.... and if you are reading this then u know me and know thats true. So I keep telling myself whatever just move on but really I cant so I talked to Nicks mom about it tonight and she has no idea where it came from or why her sister even said that. But that does not make it any better for me, I am still really hurt, I mean hurt like I have never been hurt before. But I am a strong mommy and will overcome this.

OK I really think I am done talking about this.

So, tonight our new puppy got something in her eye and could not open it, so I called Nick's mom (cause she knows everything about dogs) and she said my new puppy might have worms cause when we bought Callie we also well not we Becky bought my daddy a solid white boxer puppy from the same litter, so me and my dad have the sisters. Anyways the dogs had only been wormed once and really needed it to be done more than that so she gave Callie shots and wormed her so hopefully, she will feel better soon, I think something got in her eye and maybe scratched it, but she is acting fine. I have been doing laundry all night and still am not done thats how any dirty clothes I had.... So the kids played outside for over an hour tonight and then we came in and Nick brought the boys home tacos, and I had one plus had my first Coke in like three days so really that Coke was like heaven to me at that time. Well I know that nothing is in order with me saying all this I just have so much to say as I think about it I just type it, so hopefully I am not so confusing. Well, Brooklyn is in the bed and Nick just layed down cause he has to get up early and work with his dad then go to Verizon at 9 then dont get off till 6.

Tomorrow night Noah and Lisa are coming over. Noah works with Nick and has become really good friends and they are really fun to hang out with. Tomorrow I am taking the kids to buy chalk to draw on the driveway. Then we have to get a few things from Walmart that should be fun.... I thought maybe the park but I dont know yet.

Since we moved to Murfreesboro we have been going to church at World Outreach Church and I love it more than I have any other church. But we are still members as a family to First Baptist in Woodbury where Nicks dad goes, so they call and are having a baby dedication and we have been this with Braxton then Brennon there so they asked if we would want to with Brooklyn and I said of course, so this Sunday we are going up there. Nicks dad said something about keeping the kids Saturday night and I said not this weekend cause with all the drama that has happened I needed them to be with me. So, I really feel like I have said everything I wanted to as of now but I know as soon as I get off the computer I will think about something else I wanted to say.

So I hope everyone has a wonderful weekend, and I hopefully we post again tomorrow if I have time.

So I can say we have had the drama lately in the family yeah family drama. Well Nicks mom is having a hard time with money and went off the other day with me and the kids there that was ok I was really worried about her, anyways some how it all got turned around on me and Nicks Aunt told me I was a bad mom and didnt take care of my kids and all this other stuff. REALLY family how could you say this? I would never say that to someone I hated.... Oh well whatever my kids and I know that I am a GREAT mommy and thats all that matters to me....

Well I am done talking about that just had to get it out......

So yesterday me and the kids went for lunch at McDonalds and the boys got to play in the playhouse and they had so much fun.... Then we have been outside alot after the sun goes down and they love riding bikes down the drive way.... And me and Brooke just get to hang out adn watch... So our new puppy Callie is going great, she is doin great on the whole potty training thing. yay cause we all know I dont want no poop or pee pee in the house got enough of that with three kids ;] I am posting a picture of her on this one plus later tonight after we go outside I will post some pics of the kids outside.... Tomorrow I think we are going to the park but I am not sure yet we will figure something out. Well we are going outside and I am sad that I have not been blogging more so I am going to try and post later....

SO I AM REALLY DONT DOING GOOD ON POSTING THESE DAYS I REALLY NEED TO DO BETTER, AND I AM GOING TO TRY. SO BUSY BUSY IT HAS BEEN SO MEMORIAL DAY WAS GREAT WE COOKEDOUT AND HAD LOTS OF FUN. WELL YESTERDAY I WAS LOOKING ONLINE AND FOUND THE CUTEST PUPPY EVER AND SHE WAS A WHITE BOXER SO THAT IS WHAT WE HAVE BEEN WANTING SO I TALKED NICK INTO BUYING HER, YAY I WAS SO EXCITED AND SO WERE THE BOYS. SO WE HAVE A WHITE BOXER ALONG WITH OUR MAGGIE SHE A FAWN AND WHITE BOXER. SO HER NAME IS CALLIE. AND SHE OS JUST AWESOME, DOING GREAT WITH POTTY TRAINING. AND EVERYTHING. WELL TODAY THE TN DEPT OF EARLY INTERVENTION IS COMING FOR ME TO DO ALL THE PAPERWORK, SO I HAVE TO GO CLEAN THE HOUSE BEFORE THEY COME AT 130. THEN ME AND THE KIDS ARE OUTSIDE ALL DAY WITH OUR PUPPIES

MY 24TH BIRTHDAY

WOW IT HAS BEEN FOREVER SINCE I HAVE BEEN ON HERE BUSY I GUESS BUT NOT REALLY I WOULD SAY MORE LAZY THAN ANYTHING. WELL WE HAVE NOT REALLY DONE ALOT JUST KINDA SAT AROUND THE HOUSE AND YESTERDAY WAS MY BIRTHDAY SO YEP I AM 24 NOW WOW, WOW LIFE HAS FLOWN BY SINCE I HAD BRAXTON. WELL YESTERDAY I WOKE UP TO NICK AND THE KIDS GIVING ME GIFTS AND SINGING HAPPY BIRTHDAY. NICK GOT ME A NEW MAKEUP BAG WHICH I REALLY NEEDED, THE BOYS GAVE A MOM RECIPE FOR LOVE BOX, IT WAS A RECIPE BOX AND INSIDE WAS A WATCH AND A KEYCHAIN, SOMETHING I SAW AND WANTED AND BROOKLYN GOT ME TANNING LOTION AND LOTS OF FINGERNAIL POLISH SO WE COULD PAINT OUR HANDS AND FEET TOGETHER. YAY.... I HAVE THE BEST FAMILY EVER, DIDNT STOP THERE, MY MOM GOT MY HAIR DONE AND GAVE ME SOME MONEY AND MY DADDY JUST GAVE ME MONEY, THEN NICKS MOM BOUGHT ME A NEW PURSE, IT IS SO CUTE I JUST LOVE IT, SO AFTER LUNCH GRAMMY KEPT THE KIDS AND I WENT AND BOUGHT A NEW WALLET AND TO THE NAIL SALON I GOT MY FEET DONE AND GOT MY NAILS DONE THEN I WENT TANNING, SO I WENT AND GOT THE KIDS AND THEN THEY WANTED TO SPEND THE NIGHT WITH PAPA SO OFF TO WODBURY WE WENT THEN I CAME BACK HOME AND NICK WAS ALREADY HOME SO JUST LAYED IN THE BED ANND JUST ENJOYED IT BEING THE TWO OF US. SO THIS MORNING I DIDNT GET UP TILL 12 CAUSE THE KIDS WERE STILL WITH PAPA, THEN I STARTED CLEANING SOME AND NICK CAME HOME FOR LUNCH I CAN WAIT TILL 6 TONIGHT HE GETS OFF HOPEFULLY HE WILL TAKE ME OUT TO DINNER FOR MY BDAY THEN WE WILL GET OUR WONDERFUL BABIES AND SUNDAY HE IS OFF SO YAY IT WILL BE A FAMILY DAY. I ALSO GOT TONS OF MESSAGES FROM EVERYBODY TELLING ME HAPPY BIRTHDAY IT WAS TRULY A BLESSINGS. I REALIZED I HAVE THE BEST FAMILY AND FRIENDS EVER....... SO NOW I AM OFF TO TAN AND GO TO WALMART. SO I WILL TRY AND GET BACK TONIGHT AND LET YOU KNOW HOW MY EVENING WENT......

THE PICTURE I HAVE ON THIS ONE IS OF MY NEW HAIR COLOR I AM A NATURAL BLONDE AND HAVE LOVED HAVING MY HAIR BROWN WITH BLONDE HIGHLIGHTS BUT I WANTED TO GO BACK BLONDE SO HERE IT IS FOR THE START IT WILL TAKE SOME TIME SINCE MY HAIR WAS SO DRAK BROWN...

BUT I LOVE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Our Weekend

Well I have not been on here in forever it seems. So our weekend was great... Saturday we had a great time with Traci and the kids at the discovery center. than Sunday was awesome cause Nicks mom came and got the kids so that left me home to clean YAY!!! finally home alone to do some good cleaning and that I did, I cleaned bathrooms, cleaned out closets, cleaned carpets and done all the little things too our house was so so cleaned I loved it..... So then we went to his moms house for a family cookout and we ate the best corn on the cob ever... So today is Nicks day off but he went to work with his daddy for a while so I think me and the kids might get out for a while maybe the park or something who knows. Then tonight we are planting flowers yay I am so excited. Well getting off here to take care of my babies

May 15th

Well today was very busy for me and the kids. First off while trying to get out of the house and in the truck the storm came really so all that time I just spent getting ready was gone I was soaked getting all three of them in the truck, but oh well went on with my day. So took the kids to Grammy while I went to work and got my last paycheck then take it to the bank. So traffic was awful on Old Fort so took to long then get to work and the lights are out anyways got my check went to the bank then by this time it was already like 2 or after and Braxton and Brooklyn had a doctors appt at 230 yeah we are never on time, so got to the dr at 245 and had to go change our insurance so didnt get to the dr office till like after 3 then we go and they check Brooklyn out first for her 9 month checkup. She weighs 16 lbs and 2 ozs, she is 26 and something inches long, everything else looked good but when it came to the talk about what she was and was not doing, well more like what she was not doing. So she is 9 months old right she is behind some I would say cause she was a preemie, like not crawling, just now sitting up good. you know things like that. Well the dr thinks she is really behind so she is having the TN dept of early intervention come in and they will look and Brooklyn and go from there. So I knew what she was talking about only because Nate and Abby are going thru this samething, well as soon as we got out of the dr I sent Traci (Nate and Abbys) mommy and was talking to her about it cause she has been there and knows what going on. Anyways we will just wait and see what happpens, but I really wanna know why everytime I take Brooke to the dr they make me feel like an awful Mommy I just dont understand cause I do everything for my kids.... Ok well enough of that

Braxtons checkup went well so now my baby is ready for Kinder. wow kinda sad.

So after that i took Braxton to walmart to get a toy cause he did such a great job at the dr getting his shots and helping me. Then we went to Grammys and I just layed down I was so tired from everything then finally me and the kids came home ate supper and now we are playing with thier new Thomas The Train toys. I really have got to go and clean the kids closets out upstairs , this is only like the 2nd time I have said I was going to do this but this time I really think I am going to get up and do it.

OH MY GOSH I almost forgot Brooklyn is getting her 1st tooth yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Anyways going to the Discovery Center tomorrow with Traci, Nate and Abby, so excited and I am going to take lots of pictures....

The picture I posted with this post is the first time I saw my baby girl Brooklyn Renee.....

Well today I am really hoping for a lazy day, I had to go to the store so while out I went to the tanning bed. So glad to have that over with now the kids are in the living room watching tv and I just got done reading Kayleigh's family blog and it made me cry I mean I can not imagine 11 months in the nicu and now coming home knowing you are not going back to see her. she is in gods hands now but I am hurting for her parents. I have to do alot of lundry today uhh the joys of being a mommy. I really need to get things around the house where they need to go since we have been here in the new house I have worked and been so busy we just got moved in and thaat was it so since I have been home I have been hanging pictures up and putting things where they need to be. I need to clean out the kids closets since its spring and summer and not winter and with Brooklyn she can now wear 3-6 months so I need to clean out all hher 0-3 months clothes. So I told you I needed to to that but really I dont wanna get up and do it. Plus we have a garage full of junk that needs to be put in the storage building or in the attic so I clearly have tons to go but I am so lazy when it comes to these things I would rather be on the computer watching tv or really laying down is the fav.

So yesterday we went to Grammys and I forgot to record the Doctors which had Kayleighs story on yesterday so I was really sad I wanted to see it so bad. But anyways I took some pics of the kids a few days ago and the ones of Brooklyn was awesome. Was I will post soe of those. Well I really need to get up and get things done.

my night

Well I am worn out and really havent done anything but I already have Brooke in the bed and the boys are laying down watching Mickey Mouse and I am so addicted to this I had no come and write more more tie before bed. So today was really good, I went to walmart and got what I needed then went to tan which was amazing I just love it. Then we came home fixed supper, We all had bathes and now we are ready for bed. So Nick found out his new shift today it will be mon, wed, thur, fri and sun 2p till 11pm... uhh yeah plus he will be working with his daddy so I will not get to see him that much but on the good side working that shift he gets 10% more an hour and on Sunday it gets so much more so I am really hoping since he will be making so much more each paycheck then he will not have to work with his dad as much, which means we will get to see him till like 230pm everyday PLUS he will have Saturdays offand tuesdays off. but anyways gotta do what it takes to live and he is doing so much for me and our kids, I married the most amazing man ever and my kids have the best daddy in the world.... Well tomorrow we have nothing planned I am really looking forward to laying around all day. So I guess this is good night and I will be back on here tomorrow..... Good Night everybody

our day so far

Well today is wednesday and I am really looking forward to Friday why you say cause I get my last paycheck from work and Nick also gets paid. Yay we get oney but wait nevermind we have to spend all of it on the bills. But of well at least we have the money to pay our bills right. Well this morning has been wild here at the house, the boys are screaming and why i have no idea but really i am fixing the hurt them :}
Well I have been cleaning most of the morning and now we are fixing to go to Grammys house which I am hoping she will watch the kids so I can run to Walmart and get a few things plus I really need to go tan. Well I am going to fix lunch then we are off so I will be back......
Praying for Kayliegh and her family, may that baby girl reat in peace!!!!!

WOW I CAN NOT BELIEVE THAT I FORGOT TO SAY THAT I AM A STAY AT HOME MOMMY AGAIN YAY!!!!!!!!!!!! SO SO EXCITED.... PLUS THE KIDS ARE SO GLAD TO HAVE MOMMY AT HOME. SO I WORKED AND NICK WORKED AND NICKS MOM USE TO KEEP THE KIDS WELL SHE SAID THAT IT WAS TO MUCH ON HER TO KEEP THEM ANYMORE SO I HAD TO QUIT WORK. SO LAST THURSDAY WAS MY LAST DAY. AND FIRST OFF I AM LOVING BEING ABLE TO SLEEP IN. THEN I GET TO PLAY WITH THE KIDS ALL DAY, I KNOW I SHOULD BE CLEANING AND DOING STUFF AROUND THE HOUSE BUT I REALLY DONT WANNA. YEP I AM VERY LAZY. WELL SO WITH ME NOT WORKING NICK STARTED WORKING WITH HIS DADDY AGAIN IN THE MORNINGS AND THEN VERIZON FROM 12 - 9 SO HE IS SO AMAZING BECAUSE HE IS WORKING 8AM TILL PM MONDAY THRU SAT SO ONLY GETTING SUNDAYS OFF NOW I LOVE HIM MORE AND MORE EVERYDAY. SO TODAY ME AND KIDS HAD TO TAKE HIM TO VERIZON TO WORK WE REALLY GOTTA GET ANOTHER CAR SOON, THEN WE WERE GOING TO GRAMMYS BUT SHE WAS NOT HOME SO ME AND THE KIDS WENT TO VISIT THE DAYCARE AND WE GOT THE THINGS THE BOYS MADE ME FOR MOTHERS DAY YAY I GOT SOME REALLY CUTE STUFF. THEN WE CAME BACK HOME AND I WAS READING OTHER BLOGS LIKE KAYLEIGHS FAMILY THEY ARE IN MY PRAYERS. SO I FIGURED I WOULD BLOG, I AM REALLY ENJOYING DOING THIS THANK YOU SO MUCH TRACI I AM ADDICITED...
I JUST FEED BROOKLYN AND LAYED HER DOWN FOR A NAP AND THE BOYS ARE WATCHING TV. SO NOW IS THE TIME I REALLY NEED TO BE DOING LAUNDRY BUT UHH REALLY DONT WANNA. WELL TONIGHT WE ARE GOING TO XAVIER'S BALLGAME AT BARFIELD PARK. SO GOING TO GET A FEW THINGS DONE BEFORE ITS TIME TO LEAVE AT 5.

MOTHERS DAY

WELL I HAD A VERY DIFFERENT MOTHERS DAY. THE KIDS SPENT THE NIGHT WITH PAPA SAT AND SO SUNDAY ME AND NICK SLEPT IN TILL 12 WELL THEN I SAID HEY LETS GO WATCH TV IN THE BED AND THE NEXT THING WE KNOW IT IS 6 SUNDAY NIGHT, SO WE SELPT ALL DAY, WELL FINALLY GOT THE KIDS AT 8 AND HAD THEM BUBBLES AND THE BOYS HAD HAND CUT ME SOME ROSES SO THEY GAVE THEM TO ME, PLUS I HAD A CAKE AT THE HOUSE TOO. AND THE ARE MAKING ME A VASE TOO I AM SO BLESS TO HAVE THE BEST KIDS EVER.... SO NOW WE ARE FIXING TO BAKE SOME COOKIES... YUMMY WELL HAPPY MOTHERS DAY TO ALL MOMMIES I HOPE EVERYBODY HAD AN AWESOME DAY....

our night

TONIGHT WE HAD FRIENDS OVER AND HAD A BLAST BUT I MISS MY KIDS SO BAD, I WANNA GO TO WOODBURY AND GET THEM RIGHT NOW AT MIDNIGHT....
I GOT TO SEE MY DADDY TODAY AND IT WAS DIFFERENT CAUSE WE TALKED AND REALLY BONDED IT MEANT ALOT TO ME, I AM GETTING SO CLOSE TO DADDY AND IT MAKES ME SO HAPPY. WELL ME AND NICK WHEN TO WALMART AND SPENT $100 AND GOT NOTHING WHY I JUST DONT UNDERSTAND.... I WENT TO TARGET AND I GOT SEVERAL REALLY CUTE DRESSES FOR BROOKLYN. WELL TOMORROW IS MOTHERS DAY AND ME AND NICK JUST WANTED TO MAKE A CARD FOR OUR MOMS AND MY KIDS ARE MAKING ME A FLOWER POT WITH PRETTY FLOWERS IN IT WITH THIER HANDPRINTS ON IT....
I JUST LOVE STUFF LIKE THAT CAUSE ITS NOT SOMETHING THEY BOUGHT BUT THEYMADE IT FOR ME. WELL TOMORROW WE WILL MOST LIKELY SLEEP IN THEN GO GET THE KIDS AS SOON AS WE GET UP I CANT WAIT TO HEAR BRAXTON AND BRENNON TELL ME HAPPY MOTHERS DAY. I AM NOW A STAY AT HOME MOMMY AGAIN AND REALLY EXCITED ABOUT THAT. I GET TO SEE BRAXTON START KINDER.
AND BROOKLYN CRAWL I AM SO BLESSED TO BE ABLE TO STAY AT HOME AND I HAVE NICHOLAS TO THANK FOR THAT.
WELL I GUESS I AM DONE, I REALLY ENJOY DOING THIS.
THANK YOU TRACI FOR SHOWING ME.....
I AM GOING TO WATCH SOME CSI WITH THE HUBBY THEN OFF TO BED.
GOOD NIGHT BRAXTON, BRENNON, AND BROOKLYN, KISSES FROM MOMMY AND I LOVE ALL OF YOU.....*MUAH*

WELL I AM NEW TO THIS BUT HAVE A FRIEND THAT DOES IT AND I JUST LOVE READING WHAT HER AND THE KIDS HAVE DONE. SO HERE WE ARE.
WELL I AM A STAY AT HOME MOMMY AGAIN WHICH ME AND NICK ARE VERY EXCITED ABOUT. BRAXTON IS VERY HAPPY THAT MOMMY QUIT WORK. WELL WE HAVE HAD ALOT OF FUN THE FIRST FEW DAYS I HAVE BEEN HOME WE DONE YARD WORK, COOKED BROWNIES AND WE OUT IT WAS BEEN REALLY NICE. WELL TODAY TO A HAPPY DAY FOR ME CAUSE I AM TAKING THE KIDS TO PAPA AND GRANNYS {NICKS DADDY AND STEPMOM} SO I AM GETTING A BREAK WHICH ALL MOMS KNOW IS VERY MUCH NEEDED. SO I THINK TONIGHT NOAH AND LISA ARE COMING OVER, NICK WORKS WITH NOAH AT VERIZON AND HAS BECOME REALLY GOOD FRIENDS WITH HIM. WELL SO FAR THIS MORNING THE BOYS HAVE BEEN FIGHTING LIKE CRAZY I HAVE NO IDEA WHY BUT FOR REAL I THINK I MIGHT BEAT THEM IF THEY DONT STOP. WELL I WILL WRITE MORE LATER I HAVE THREE KIDS SO ALOT GOES ON SO WE WILL BE ON HERE OFTEN...