Wow first off I wanna start off by saying I wrote like half a page and the computer messed up and it was gone, why does that happen I just dont understand. Well, I am baking a cake for the boys and Nick is mowing the yard, I am fixing to go tan then gotta go to Walmart and get Brookes formula, so I was sitting here waiting on the cake so I would blog again. I have been thinking alot yesterday and today, you know yesterday I said me and Nick went to see my grandmother, well she is really sick and has been for a while, well I was talking to my mom today on the phone and I asked her if I should start thinking about that something could happen to her very soon and she said yes, WOW I really never thought about it, but my greatgrandmother had a very awful death and so my grandmother has the same thing so now I am really worried. And yes I know anyone of us could go at anytime but still, when you sit down and think about it, it really hits home. Well I am getting upset so thats all I am going to say. Well, its the 1st of the month which means time to start all over paying bills again. Sucks I wanna know why it cost so much to live these days!!!!!!! Oh well you gotta do it. Well my cake is almost done so I gotta hurry and finish here but I wanted to post some pictures. And also if you read this will u comment cause I am sitting here wondering if I am writing all these blogs and no one reads them well have a great rest of the night. The picture is of our new puppy (Callie) and the puppy Becky bought my dad (bumble). They are sister and just love playing together. Bumble on bottom and Callie on top